heartprintsofmine

janji-janji

2012-02-20T17:19:00.000+08:00

Assaalamualaikum,

berjanji memang mudah kan? you just have to say it. promises are the most common investment by many people. promise sweet nothings and you'll have almost anything that you want.

kalau nak tahu samada seseorang itu baik, tengok sama ada dia memenuhi janji dia. tapi, sebelum itu, sila jangan percaya. not worth the wait.

family love

2012-02-19T16:48:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

I have this brother who is so generous. So much so that I don't know how can I give back. It makes me love him. Not because of the money but the extra thought he has of us, his younger siblings. I want to be like that when I'm more financially stable. I want to provide for my younger siblings too, insyaAllah.

terukir di bintang

2012-02-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

tengah obses dengan lagu ni. sangat soothing to the ears and buatkan saya rasa teringatkan satu masa di mana saya percaya cinta saya ketika itu memang benar. namun, cinta itu bukan milikku bak kata alyah. hehe.

kalau bercakap soal cinta, tak akan habis. hanya Allah tahu apa yang ada dalam hati. Biarlah kalau tiada siapa yang dapat tahu pun.

moving on!

2012-02-14T17:57:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Yesterday, the stupid ME (yeah, I have that side too), did a very big mistake. But I'm glad I let it out. It's just I'm frustrated of myself. I know what the outcome will be but I still did it.

So, I'm moving on. This 25th is the mark of the turning point in my life. I'll not let any man be the master to my foolishness anymore. I'll be in control.

I just so can't wait to start.

rindu

2012-02-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Hati tak keruan kala menulis entri ini. Tidak tahu apa yang menyebabkan perasaan ini. Yang pasti, ziarah ke KTD kali ini bagai membuat diri rasa seperti kehilangan sesuatu yang berharga. Sesuatu yang memberi makna dalam kehidupan.

Saya tak sabar nak habiskan 3 semester dan kembali. Biarlah saya di Kelantan untuk selama-lamanya pun. Semoga Allah redha.

The meeting

2011-12-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Today, I met him after a few months. I was actually nervousto meet him. I was afraid to see if he has really forgotten me as someone heused to love. I was afraid to see that if he is more successful than me. yeah.I was bad. I don’t want to see him move on. I was selfish. How could I claimthat I love him?

Then I saw him. At first glance, you might think he looks okay. A hundred glances later, you can see that he's struggling. He's still searching for his true purpose. He's unstable. He's along in his task. I wish I can be there for him. Tapi, relationship is a two-way thing. It doesn't work if I'm the only persistent one.

Honestly, I’d rather see him smiling (as in being truly happy and legally) next toanother woman than seeing his sad face and so troubled. I’d rather him to bemore successful than me as long as he is happy and blessed by Allah in hislife. Allah, help him please. Ease his burden. Let him be happy with hisfamily. and let me have the courage to let him go.

Unproductive

2011-11-21T14:16:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Today is totally an unproductive day! and it's only 2 pm. I suck in being productive. I have a to-do list ready with many things to be done yet the motivation isn't there.

I tried reading motivational posts, watching an episode of grimm, and even downloaded a habitator. but no, it's still not there. gosh. Izzati, how far have you strayed?

A new beginning? So lame.

2011-11-20T15:46:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

This is like my third attempt in writing a blog. It was proven unsuccessful for I like Tumblr more. You don't have to write to blog. Aha.

Well, Mr Blog, we'll meet each other more frequent, I promise. For I think I'm in the mood of writing. Wacha!